The past.......

Well when I was a child, teenager and adult I always went for older men!
I don't know why-Both my parents had me late (Mum 36/Dad 43) (which I guess now-a-days, isn't that old), but when I was growing up, everyone at school had much younger parents which played on my mind a lot.
If this had something to do with it, I don't know. I was also a only child.

At 15, I still didn't know what to do in life and leaving school was a huge deal to me. I felt so depressed about my life as it was ending. I stayed in 6th form-not because I wanted a qualification, but because I couldn't face being in the outside world with no guidance. This time in my life was when I focused on my first married man.

One of my school bus drivers was cute, married but not interested. I was of course very young, but when you are that age, you can't help what age you are, plus, you always think you are more mature than you really are.......